well,time not to get back with tht is.stupid of me to always want him..he's a jerk!

time for me to really move on..he's not for me.he's for tht idiotic bitch.th pompan jalanan yg tk sedar diri.pmpn gatal.laki tu pon SUNDAL.

iskandar never realised how hurt i am wen he told me tht he...haiz..nahh.wont elaborate more..

he wont want to take care of me coz he have a responsibility to take care of his..u knw.children.

he sucks.

i've been fooled around all this while.he wouldnt have understand gurls.hw it feels like wen im being told after our one mth tht he have..i feel so hurt..why must he do this to me?

i cannot get over him.bec he did so many wonderful thing to me.we had lotsa fun hanging out at town.

i feel like..tell all my frenns tht i love them nd hw much thy mean to me.then i would bid farewell nd poof!kebaboom!im dwn at th bottom of th building with blood smeared on th plaiin white floor.my head cracked into two,my body smashed nd i hve a note beside me for is.

written:

"to dearest boy who is th most caring person i've met,

u've showered me with love nd patience.i've never feel this kind of love before.u gave me hope to live nd u gave me hope to study.but nw,it's been crashed down bec of u having an affiar with ur ex.nd it hurts me.ever since u didnt contact me,i feel like i've been cheated.all this while i kept on dreaming of u with another girl..so it came true..bec of u,i've given up my hope to be in love again.why must u do this to me?where are your promises tht u will never hurt me?

kerana kecewa hidupku merana

pabila ku tahu kau suda berpunya

kau membuatku percayakan mu

sehingga aku ditipu

kasihku jujurlah padaku

jikalau kau tak cintakan ku

cukup lah suad kau mempersiakan ku

pergi lah dari hidup ku..oh kasih...

baby,do not regret over what u did to me right now.coz nw all u knw,im nt in this world.i've gone far far away,so that u can live in peace.may u have a blissful relationship ahead nd anjoy ur life with ur baby.u will always be in my heart forever.

crying silently,

nSyafiyah.

071192."

then for all i knw,my frenns will read th letter nd give it to is.they would cry for me.nd then all i knw he will nvr regret tht will happen nd is happily living with his frenns nd new family.

but not to sorry,not to worry.im nvr gonna commit suicie bec of tht jerk.lom taubat nd insaf lg dok!

I love Elmo!