haizz..i cant sleep at this instant.
idk why..maybe too stress.too stress until i hve my period right nw wen im nt supposed to.
haiya..tooo glad tht i hve met up with iskandar's NEW gf ytd wen im otw to north plaza to meet up with dayah.she's..okae..okae arhh..
it's true wat zarra said.she's not pretty.yarr..abit2 got arhh.then badan tk mampat pon..
okae,maybe nie gf aru atau scandal.
but idm.it's like he cann go hell alr..idc alr.all i care nw was myself.yea.
i was like laughing in my heart when i bumped into them at fushan.bec she's pretty.
sry if iskandar saw my blog nd reading coz it's a fact.dont u realise tht fcuk?
hahas!watever..

tmr is another stress out day.had to do my prep.left with 12 more days!!nd im not even into development yet.argh!!im soo freak out!joana have yet to give me th designs of my mosque tht my mak pa gave me.OOPS!im not supposed to let out th secret!sry dewi!hahas.
12 more days to pass up prep plus batik.one mth to prelim nd 3 mths to o lvl.haiya..im nt ready for anything yet!haish..*relax sya,everything will be fine yaww..
im scared tht would fail my o lvl.mama adviced me ytd's morng wen i finished crying.she talked abt challenges in o lvl..having relationship..she seems like she knew im having relationship problem.oh my..idk.i feel so urgh!so stress out abt everything.

many told me to rest ytd while im at lib.coz thy knw i didnt have enough sleep this past few days.idk.but i jz cant sleep.i kept on thinking abt stuff tht im not supposed to think of..i cant concentrate studying..cant think properly..gawdd!

i think i need time-out!abt 3 mths?haiz.
anw,dewi.keep strong baby.dn let ur feelings control ur heart.like how i've done yaww.nd th advice u told me on friday night when im down,seriously have to give back to u.
"be strong.nw it's nt th right time for serious relationship.if u really love him,be firm.dn let emotions control u.=)"
i love you!

i cant let u go.it hurts to leave you.

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