everything's ended yesterday.
urgh!stupidity aint th thing tht im supposed to say.
im sry but shouldnt have said all those fcuking things to u.i know.i truly am sry.
i didnt mean it tht way though.
why must th person tht i truly love must leave me?
this happens twice in one month nd it's on th same day;FRIDAY.wth..
first it was iskandar;next was ashari?
it wasn meant to be.nd it was on th same situation.
they went back to their beloved ex-gf nd left me in pain nd hurt.
im truly hurt.i gave up love nd decided to be silent all along until u want to get back with me.
ur jacket will always be my support for life.i dont wish to give back ur jacket even though we are on our seperate ways.
i knw,u still love love cause we are only a few days together nd our love was starting to blossom when everything changed after ur ex sent u a text msg.
so she'd won.she's got u back.
th day u went away,i cant sleep.i tried to,but it's useless.woke up,went to my dressing table,took out my penknife nd slit my wrist.slit ur name on my wrist.idc wat's th consequences are,but i knw it wasnt my fault we broke up.it's her fault.
ashari,i hate you!go away from my life.*emo-ing

i realised tht i cant forget you.i cant hate you.
i still love you alot like how i used to love u.
i want u right now in my life.how i wish u'd read this msg so tht u knw im still waiting for you.
i realised how deep my love is towrds u..i've had this feelings before when im with iskandar nd u knw it well.
but now..i guess it's my fault for letting u go at th time when im NOT ready to accept th fact tht...
haizz..
u are th guy tht i've been wanting for so long.u made me know wat really is a true love;having to spent time with u when u are supposed to be in skul.
u escaped from school just to meet me.u skipped skul nd wait for me outside my school for at least 6 hrs just to meet me.
u gave me hope to live ever since i was left in pain by iskandar.
now tht ur ex forced u to be with her..u were left in confusion.same goes for me.
ashari,i love u.im waiting.nd i knw u want me back.but u made th reall wrong move coz u are in confusion.i've vowed to myself tht i will wait for u no matter wat happens to me.even if i die at this instant,im glad..im glad tht God found us a way to be related.i thank Him for letting me find my true love.i thank Him for showing me th path tht leads to u.no matter wat it takes,i have craved ur name in my heart.forever.

went out with hida to library just nw.cant update much abt just nw coz im emo-ing.but still,i love just now!read dayah's blog for more info.=)

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