Friday, June 6, 2008 07:01
restless.totally restless.aft a few days of waiting,yet he still ignored my wills.
i wanted to go out nd hve fun like others.
but what's th point of me waiting wen he himself ignored me.
i would nvr want to pick a fight anymore,but u made me.
everyday,i would think do u really love me?but i f u do love me,why must u ignored me nd enjoyed with ur best buddies?
u told me once tht u had big family problems tht is never ending,but nonetheless,u still cann enjoy while i keep on thinking on how to make u not have anymore family problems.
each day i wonder,how much u care for me.each day i too hope ur love will nvr fade.
in th past,u treated me as if im ur best girlfriend,but now..
look..u treated me as if im a doll tht isnt anymore of use.what's th point of u ignoring me?
im useless.im hopeless.
khairul had told me before u are not a good one,but i defend u.once and for all he challenge me to have a great relationship.i took his challenge nd thought our relationship might go on well,but..
heyy,i nvr regret having u.nvr once.u showed me true friendship,true love,true everything.thought u were great.but in the end u were nvr.
i dont want it to end here.i want u to tell me everything.
im still waiting for u to text me.or even call me.
abg nd yana maybe u are right.i need to talk to him.i will soon fnd some quality time to talk things over with him.
give me a break.otak da nk pecah.
aint having a boyfriend easy?having to find some time to spend with him,giving all ur best shot to make him happy..blablabla.while he himself aint making his effort to make u happy,making th effort to spend time with u.i dont trust guys anymore.not even 1%.
i would nvr change my mind.never ever.
I love Elmo!
