Saturday, June 14, 2008 10:15

idk who who trust.izat or is?is or izat?
is may be telling th truth,izat may be lying just to ruin our relationship?
or..izat may be telling th truth,is may be lying just to hurt my feelings?im confused..
we are on th verge of breakup.at th edge of a cliff.im gonna kill myself.
izat is nw th one who care abt me.nt bcoz he's falling for me..but out of sympathy,got it?he wanted to help out with our ruined relationship.he told me every sgl thing abt is..haizz.
ytd aft art,followed aishwee to cwp.otw to cwp went to fushan for awhile to check out on is.but he's nt thr.izat called out to me nd wanted to help me look for is.thx yaww!=)
yea, i feel tht im nw more close to izat.more comfy talking to him rather than is.rather than th rest of them.yea,maybe we hve th chemistry to chat.hahas.ytd we text each other like hell..until like 1 plus plus in th mrng.nd he ruined my sleep.wth..
im down th first thing i woke up in th mrng.thx to wee coz th first thing wen i came in to art rm jz nw,she makes me laugh until my stomach hurts.she's really smth.my bus gf..=) continued on doing my batik but th thoughts of is just zapped across my mind.i just cant get him out of my mind ever since ytd.idk why.isit bcoz th love i hve for him is too strong?haiz.i wanted him to be back as per normal like he used to..i wanted th old him..
aft art,izat asked me to come down to fushan.like wth?he wanted to meet me?uh..smth wrg in his head..
anu band.
HELVEN is out!urgh!helven is better than cdk okae.cdk is th worst grp!i love th drummer..he's cute!=)edmnshyta's out too!not fair larhh seyy!hmph.i wont be able to see helven's drummer play anymore.i wont get to see all them perform anymore!i also wont get to see edmunshyta's lead nd base perform.thy are th best.unfair voters!
at least,i cant believe izat talks to me.i just cant.for th first time my bf's frenn care abt me.no!i dont fall for him for God's sake!
izat is juraizat.he's cute yea?hehe.syg,i need you.but i hate you.
I love Elmo!