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Saturday, April 11, 2009 22:43

HEYYYYYY PPLS !

I ' VE MOVED !

do re-link !
=DD

I love Elmo!

Saturday, January 17, 2009 17:34

heyho .

sryy for not updating for th past few mths .

to those , i apologise .

been really busyy w life even aft o lvl . ND o lvl result .

so nw , do i really hve to update abt myy life ?

yahh .

aft o lvl ppr , i was busyy w myy job . IM SRYY . but i didnt last long w myy job . it ended on 31 dec . gawdd . did i ever tell u i wishh i could stayy longer at watsons paragon ?

duringg myy job duration , i fell in love w this starbucks guyy . but in th endd , i was hurt again . tht stupid guyy ended lovingg myy frenn . stupid . but i wonder whyy he stl stared at me while i was workingg nd knowingg tht i hated him ? weirdd ppl nowadays . hah .

up nxt , jan 2009 is full of lies . especially w him . idk how i could get rid of him without him knowingg i have alr love another guyy . fcuktard . anyone , show me th wayy to escape pls !

anyhow , i hve alr found a new guyy . hahas . gawd , i really love him nd i dowanna lose him like how i used to lose ashari . their life are th same. beingg busted byy their gf aft beingg in love for 1 yr . i dowan th same incident to happen again .

abt myy o lvl results . dont have to ask . i will tell you now . im beingg posted to join the ITE courses . i knw i have really studied veryy hard , but fate wasnt on me this time . i dont mind joingg ITE course i knw even if i were to join poly , i wouldnt make it . im slow rmb ? i would rather be in ITE , wat do ppl sayy ? step by step . slowly nd i will achieve myy goal . no worries , right now , im stl in th okay section . hah .

ytd , went to evg to see rcy fd trg . it was okay actually . onlyy thing tht disappoint me is tht thy stl have yet to finish up th fancy drill format . comp is like 1 mth away . in fact , it 's less than one mth . i want to maintain th title . nd i knw glorios nd saviour cann bringg tht name up . sure thingg , will help out as much as i cann . come on , evgrcy , u cann do it . IM GG TO TH COMP . even if it ' s on valentine 's dayy . =)

ali , i love you . i dowanna lose you . love me like how i love you .

I love Elmo!

Wednesday, October 15, 2008 17:09

sorry for not updatingg for like a mth ?

bee muggingg all th time nd had no time to chill . hahas .

jyeahh , sryy again .

i ' ll be on hiatus mood as o levels is startingg TMR ! gawdd !

could feel th stress duringg class just now when teachers toldd us o lvl thiss o lvl tht !

wahh sioww uhh !!

art paper 2 prepwork , sci prac , graduation day this FRIDAYY !!! =DD

ok go .

happy 16th birthday , era !

tmr : o lvl sci prac !

fri : GRADUATION DAYY !! =DD

I love Elmo!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008 16:05

prelim ' s over , at least .
yet stll got o level to thinkk abt . gawdd .
prelim result is WORSE ! but i got improve okae !

sryy if i nvr get to update as usual . been busyy with studies .
basically , go sch nd go bck hme . go bck hme then go night studyy .
tk phm tkper . hahas .

glad tht artppr 1 is done ! phew ! next burden : art ppr 2 .
gawd .. art ppr 2 nd o lvl ? GENDENG ! CAMNE NK BLJR !!! argh !!!!

stress stress stress !! pushpa tell myy problems to mr ratish ! dengg uhh !! tp okae uhh . at lst ratishh is sweet to confront me . nw wat ? he tke cncern abt me ? grrr !!

anw ,, ILLYY ADERR ADMIRER LUHH SEYY !! hahas . sry , my bad . heh ! found out ytd frm adeq abt it . hahas . quite shock nd it IS funny okae . adeq adeq .. tk sangke ehk . =P

nd gawd gawd gawd ! I MISS MY BELOVED VICTORIOUS !! seriouslyy . longg time nvr see y ' all uhh .. =( cant wait to BBQ !! nd prom night ? okae , tht ' s wierd .....
okae , everyone , i admit .. i miss abg , adeq nd you !! =D

got to rush . need to meet mohsin . nd rush to night studyy .
cant wait for fridayy . pushpa blanjer SWENSEN !! =DD

a bad situation : i fell for you again nd again . cant frgt abt u ... it aint easyy for me to tell anyone abt it coz i ' ve alr hated u . idk whyy i stl love u . isit wrg for me to love u again ? i dn want to get involve in r ' ship ANYMORE . i ' m sick nd tired of beingg busted . cintaku dipermainkan . idk idk idk . seriouslyy , i hate you for makingg me suffer .

KHAIRUL , STOP BUGGING ME !! STUPID BUGGERR !!

slmt berpuase everyone ! =DD
happy belated birthdayy to shazwan ! sryy tkder present . =D
happy birthdayy rahmahh !!

farewell . =)
<33

I love Elmo!

Wednesday, September 3, 2008 14:08

wantingg me to update , illy ? hahas , here goes yaww .
had nth muchh to update coz been busyy with INTENSIVE studyingg (mcm phm ) nd had lotsa intensive remedials duringg this holiday . oh gosh !
had one just now . project teachh . urghh . it was wayy intensive . did 3 compo plans in 2 hrs yaww . nd in the lib ? wow . cold okae , waddya expect ? didn 't go for chem consultation thingyy , lazyy luhh dengg . so earlyy in th morningg sapa mau bgn . at least project teachh was reasonable seyy . 10 okae . hahas .
yea , found out i have at least 33 DAYS TO O LVL !! wth ! *puase puase !
i havent studyy properlyy , have not prepared well . haiz ! okae , i admit , i did hafal those beautiful phrases nd read up compos . like ytd nd th dayy bef ytd i spent myy time reading perumpamaan nd kata bidalan . hahas ? like hellow , i need to studyy wayy alot more harder for hmt coz tht 's th onlyy sub tht cann make me go yippy ! bec .. tu sub can ganti myy engg deng !
nd cann minus two pts ? i thinkk so .

hahas . ok go . i need to studyy yaww . get in touchh frenns . i miss you guys !

ALL TH BESTT FOR THOSE TAKINGG N LVL !!

nd

HAPPY FASTINGG !!

<3

I love Elmo!

Saturday, August 9, 2008 12:09

dang ! im tiredd!

woke up earlyy to receive msg frm as askingg me out watch th fireworks.

**sryy gurl, im watching with my fam!meet ya thr yaww!

ytd's celebration was a bore!

parade; hancur !

concert; mepekk !

seriously,everyone was complaining .

i cannt commentt much bt th parade , coz everyone been asking why red cross is a let downn .

i dn have th ans !

grr !

still cant get th hangg out with my artt yaww .

still struggling with it .

manyy teachers had asked me whyy artt havent finsih , so my ans was simple; miss pushpa wants us to re-do .

deng !

ouhh . i miss NDP 07 ! how i wish time cann go back to year 2007 , coz 2007 brought lotsa great memories when im in rcy ! grrr !

i still remember duringg our dinner breaks we usually have cheers and funn talks !

last dayy usually brought us cryingg . haizz .

I MISS THT !

I love Elmo!

Thursday, August 7, 2008 21:42

**busyy period yaww.

nxt wk eng o lvl oral nd on 25 aug on will be prelim!gawdd!

nxt tues art lesson all th wayy from 0745-1415 hrs!wth..

teachers going to courses,on medical leaves,reservists..wth..im going bonkers alr!STRESS!**

hadd such a tiring dayy todayy.morning assemblyy had some briefing abt tmr's sch NDP.took one period of our art.damn it!havingg two periods all th wayy nd tht's wayy to boriingg..haish!

good news: NO art extra class!, NO project teach!, just PSSP! best best. so jyeah,went home to get myself a nice cold bath,eat nd headed back to school.

shah was havingg a baaaad time just now.haishh..i didnt mean to interfere between their probs but cannot help it uhh.pity her,pityy the other party too.shah cried after dewi left.in front of me nd tht fudin.hahs!we tried our veryy best to cheer her up but due to us havingg PSSP,we cant.sryy shah.

*shah,dn be too depressed.u still have other frenns tht care alot abt u.she needs some time alone yaww.just THINKK POSITIVE!

so aft PSSP,th three musketeers;teena,me,fudin went home.fudin and me sent teena home yaww.*eyy korg nyanyi tknk kalah!aku pon confused nk dgr aner.aiyo..

aft sending teena it's time for fudin to sent me halfway until fushan nd we went seperate wayys.jyeah,fudin nd me are like bro nd sis siia.seriously.he patted my head like patting a cat's head wen he heard me say "i give up on love".like wth.tp funnyy.=)

tmr's th eve of national day.awww..talking abt NDP, I MISS NDP '07!!damn it!!!

owww...i miss th times we cried at the last day!=(

wanna meet all th red cross ndp ppl soon!haizz.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!=))

I love Elmo!